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Okay! Time for some new updates abt myself! (:
Currently i'm jobless! Wahahah! Enjoying some tai-tai life!

But at the same time, im also searching for jobs! LOL! Hopefully they'll come soon!
Else, I'm really going super broke!
Hmm, just came back from BKK with bestie like 2 weeks ago! (:
And it was an awesome and fulfilling trip!
First time ever, ive walked so much! -.-"
Day and night! For at least 4 to 5 hours a day!

Camwhore a little while waiting for bestie to get ready before we headed out to Chatuchak! (:
With the awesomely hot weather and somehow or rather, we got lost in the middle of that place -.-"



The super cute animals that were sold there!
Wish i could buy one homeee!


On the last day, getting ready to head down for brekkie!


OTD! (: Stripes Boyfriend top -- Available in Violafemme.blogspot.com
Shorts from Cotton on and Basic tank top from Giordano!



Headed out to meet the boy few days later!
While he was at his game, I'm cam whoring! As usual! wahhahah!


On the way out for the first shoot with Bell! =D
Awesome day! And a fulfilling day! (:



More sneaks coming up!
Floral Skirt with sash! and Corporate dress! (:
Pretttay!! Me like!! (:

Mixed feelings

Finally, one heavy load off my mind.
Which is work! Im finally not working and started searching for jobs.

Its always not easy to find a job that we all love, but i just hope i could do that.
But than again, Ive got mixed feelings abt it.
We cant choose not to work. So how?

There's too much that im thinking.
To the point I really got no idea what am i suppose to do. I'm just too tired to think.
Staying at home makes me feel bored.
But if im out at work, its another different feeling.

Bkk in another 2 weeks time, you can actually see how fast time flies.
Oh well, before i forget, baby's marathon is coming.
Hmmm, too much to take note. I need a break to run thru all my thots.
All my feelings which are being mixed up.

Most importantly, I need a talk.
At times like these, I wish i could sleep forever and not thinking abt anything.
Period.

Helpless moment

At times like this I felt so helpless. Sometimes I just wish I could feel better without thinking. But I can't. :((

Was it me otherwise what was it?
I feel terrible.
I need to do something that I wont start thinking all over again. I'm really tired. I wish I'm dead at this particular moment.

Mayb right now at this moment, Its all about me. Im not sure how long can I hold on. Another week more, and im officially jobless. Gotta start looking for jobs.

Gonna close my eyes now and try to sleep. Good night people. <3