Update time!!

Have been neglecting this space for quite a while! Hmmm.

Too much happening!
Okay start off with the happy things! Lol!

Finally I've passed my driving! And yup I'm a certified driver now! Hahaha! Dad got my my beetle that I've always liked! Thank you! But thn again, I wouldnt have the chance to really drive them out everyday!

Sad things comes in! Boyf has started school which means less time for outing and more time for work! Hmmm okay I cant complain much! Because hes working hard for our future and yes my tai tai lifestyle! (kidding!)

On a side note, I've got to start saving money for my upcoming bkk trip wih bestie! Okay this time round it's really going to a be a nice one! With tons of pictures and everyday gossips and http with bestie! Hahaha! I can't wait!

Anyway, met up with bestie last week! For some mini shopping and more talking! Haven been meeting up with her for years!

Too much but too little time!

Too much stuff has been twirling on my mind for the past few weeks i guess?
Why am i facing such problems again? humph!
I wish i just could not think about them and or even forget abt it!
But its just too hard.

Together with boyf and friends, we head down to the Titantic Musuem.
But we did not make it as they have this private event going on! Argh! Another day just spent wondering around Starbucks and watched move 'The Grey'.

Quite okay, mainly was abt a few guys surviving the plane crashed.
But they had to make it thru the jungle full of wolves in the winter.

Back to boring work, work has been rather hectic this few days.
But the more hectic it is, the more im dreading work!
I wish i could stop working right now at this moment and just enjoy all the way till June when i can finally head down BKK with bestie! )):

Super no life heh? But than again, i just wanted to bring my blogshop up a higher level!
I hope there's this chance? I dont knw!
I just want to work for myself! Knowing that there will definitely be lots to do? But i just wanted it this way!
Gotta try harder, next up would be advertising!
I wish i could get ppl to advertise for me! Okay, waiting for my pay! Which is again delayed!

Gotta head to bed before my morning comes again!
And back to all the boring work which makes me fat!! FML seriously!

Me time or no?

Back since last Sunday, however I don't feel any happier nor I feel any relieve.
Too much stuff has been happening.
From getting cheated to getting pissed over stuff and to quarreling.

I'm just too tired and wish I can choose not to bother. But apparently I can't.
I didn't mean to hide it but anyway I just feel so uncomfortable and so I've decided to tell you.

Prolly you felt cheated that you only get to know abt it like the very last min but what's done is alr done. Whys else can I do? Apologizing is all I could do. too much money was spent learning this lesson.

Feeling bad was all I felt all the way from boarding the plane to down and meeting you and all the time after I've bought it. Prolly I'm just not smart enough for all this crap? But I don't mean it.

At times like these I just wish I could be alone and at the same time you to be ard. So what do I really want? I really got no idea. I'm too tired to think right now. I wish I could sleep my time away. Can I?