Feeling Bluey!

Its a Friday today! And i should be shouting HAPPY TGIF instead of feeling bluey.
Superr moody i am! Seeing everyone having their leaves and heading abroad makes me want to go to ):
But too bad, because of my just changed job, I had no leave to spare. Whats more?
Even if i had leave to spare, who is going with me? There are so many places Ive been wanting to visit.
Taiwan(again), Hongkong(Again), Australia(Again), Hokkaido, Europe, Bali, Phuket(again)...
So many, yet i've got so little moolahs and time.

Well, I'm not complaining because I dislike my job, in fact im doing fine (:
I'm complaining because Im angry at myself for not being able to stay at a job and making it a stable place to be in ): Why is this always happening to me? Sometimes I just wish money could drop of the sky, but okay thats' just a dream, but i really wanted to be rich, so i could have more moolahs and time(that i will have to do time mgmt) to head to everywhere i wanted to go to.

I understand that there are so many things I will have to consider few years down the road.
But sometimes I'm asking myself, am i ready for all this? Some part of me ye, but some no. I'm too tired to think of anything at this moment. I just need a break. But somehow i dont foresee it coming like anytime sooner.


Today, I had a colleague who told me to save up my moolahs and head to US for my honeymoon next time.
I was thinking, how long do i really take to save all this? Omg! People can really travel super far and I'm really impressed at the way they could save money. Okay definitely not for me. I cant seem to save much, like anywhere or anytime I am at. Times like this i felt so much like a failure ):

I need to head out for a drink. Hopefully I will feel better ):
Gotta send my xiao bai out for servicing tmr and I will be carless for this weekend!
Hopefully i'll be able to drive my mom's car out =X