Tired is the only word I could think of

Just like the title, yes it's the only word I could think of. Tired.

I thought I'm okay with all these.
But apparently these are not enough.
I spend a lot of time wondering what are the other alternatives.
But apparently there's no solutions.
And they make me even much more terrible and more suffocating as compare to before.
What am I suppose to do?
Is there any other way out?

I'm so tired.
I need a break.
I need someone to talk to.
I need a shoulder to lean on.
I need to cry out loud.
But how? :((