Unpredictable life!

Sometimes things are just unpredictable. All of us just got to accept and appreciate what we have on hands and by our side. And of course I do.

There isn't a need for luxurious clothing, perfect tai tai life. But as long as my family and friends are all happy and healthy I'll be glad.

In life, we'll be going through many ups and downs. Like myself, after graduation, I lead a normal like by working every 9 to 530. Going out shopping with the boy and even with friends. Life was too short. I just want to spend time doing things that I always had interest in. But how?

I do admit I do not have lots of close friends. ESP those that are really there for me when I need them. Does the problem lies in me? Prolly I got to ask the question myself. But than again, wanting to do what a person like is not easy. You have to go thru lots of courage and time and patience to make it work out.

I always ask myself, will I be able to? Hmmm I will try my best till the day I no longer can't take it. I suppose? At times like this, I feel so tired. I wonder why are my family and Friends feeling so happy everyday? While I somehow couldn't feel happy or couldnt just feel any better?

I miss the old me.
I wish I could turn back time.
But oh well it's just too late. I shall learn to look forward to a better life and be a better person. :))

Jiayou Jessie!